089 - Disappear

July 1st, 2019, 2:06 pm
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EnkaRG July 1st, 2019, 2:06 pm
Another blast to the past.

My comments are getting simpler by the day. I have no brains...
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deee45 July 1st, 2019, 2:25 pm
How long ago was that? So our boy just picked up and left. I wonder what Eder needed to hear, in order to leave.
EnkaRG July 1st, 2019, 2:30 pm
@deee45: A year and some. I guess Haize hit rock bottom and couldn't cope with everything. And Eder... maybe he was afraid to let him go now that he really loved him.
EnkaRG July 1st, 2019, 3:18 pm
@deee45: Or needed him. I see him as a dependent person once he gets attached.
Sleeepy July 1st, 2019, 5:14 pm
Well, who can blame Haize, anyone would snap at some point having to deal with all that... I feel sad for Eder but sometimes distance is needed to understand what you need in life.
Krondor2000 July 1st, 2019, 6:33 pm
And it really does not make the heart grow fonder.
EnkaRG July 1st, 2019, 11:55 pm
@Krondor2000: I guess not, normally. But I think it is needed when you are hurting yourself and others. Sometimes, it gives the relationship the opportunity of being reborn into something new.
EnkaRG July 1st, 2019, 11:50 pm
@Sleeepy: The idea with this "Haize running away" was to show he's just a person. I wanted to show some weak points, some imperfections, for him not to become an idealized character. So, yeah, he didn't do his best, but he couldn't do better. It's sad, but sometimes it is unavoidable for life to be like this.
Sleeepy July 2nd, 2019, 3:54 pm
@EnkaRG: it depends a lot on how Eikatz will deal with this situation now, that will probably define their relationship as friends and partners, I am soo excited X)
EnkaRG July 4th, 2019, 5:43 am
@Sleeepy: ^_^ Soon we'll know!
riverside July 2nd, 2019, 2:56 am
Well, I think his solution was rather extreme. He could have said he's taking some time off. Not make it a permanent thing.
EnkaRG July 2nd, 2019, 6:49 am
@riverside: It was pretty extreme, yeah, and Haize knows. That's precisely why he couldn't follow Ekaitz that morning, and stayed to talk to Eder instead. He's not proud of his behaviour in the past, but at that moment that's the only thing he managed to do.

Anyway, in his heart, Haize knew that there were some issues in their relationship other than the mentioned here. If he had felt that they could solve those other issues, maybe he wouldn't have behaved like this. But yes, he knows he made a mess.
Geneseepaws (Guest) July 4th, 2019, 6:17 am
And I cannot even begin to imagine being thrown out of one's family. That so sucks, big time.
EnkaRG July 4th, 2019, 6:32 am
@Geneseepaws: Yes, it does. I haven't been thrown out and now I'm in good terms with my family (at least, half of it), but I spent some time isolated from them because they didn't want to see me (same reason as Haize). And I can tell you it messes deeply with your head.